Let us play - 1

I have my copy of Ableton Suite, purchased, laid out in front of me. Beer cans and bottles litter my working area. A midi controller keyboard sits on my computer desk. CDs are stacked haphazardly on the other side of the desk. I feel angry, sleepy, elated, confused, energetic, and not. I feel self destructive and all powerful. I think I am ready to make some music in the coming weeks.